"I want my life and my marriage to look less like the world and more like Christ".
Go out on dates. As we have added more kids to our family, it has been a struggle carving out the time to go on dates. Especially after we started our foster to adopt journey with our son. We can't just leave him with a close friend or someone from church. They have to go through the process of getting a background check, and a few other things in order to be approved to watch Mason. I am so grateful for our church, they recently starting allowing foster families to go on dates and they watch,entertain and feed the kids. That has been such a blessing for our family because we know our kids are in great hands and Roman and I can have a few hours of alone time. Honestly, we have had to get creative with our dates. We do a lot of date nights at home, when the kids go to bed and we can open up a bottle of wine and connect. We can't wait til' Martin and Mila get older so they can become our go to baby sitters! :)
Your attitude does matter. Being right doesn't really matter. The first few years of our marriage were tough! I always felt like my opinion was right and I had to prove to Roman my point. It only drove us apart! I wish I could take back all those times that I said stupid and hurtful things to my husband. It was all out of insecurity and lack of self-control. My attitude towards our marriage completely changed! We have learned how to work together and not fight over stupid things. It doesn't matter if I won the argument and in the process hurt the person who is supposed to be the closest to me. It hurts me to think about some of my mistakes but by the grace of God it is possible to change and become more like Jesus. I am living proof that if you are willing to work on your attitude, you are able to reverse the direction of your marriage. How sad would it be if we remained married, but didn't respect each others opinion. Being wise and respectful is so much more important then being right.
Allow your husband to lead. Y'all I live in so much freedom not having to control our marriage and allow my husband to be the leader. I honestly believe that being a submissive wife to my amazing husband has saved our marriage. I love the fact that he makes the important decisions for our family and it takes off a lot of pressure from me. I know he leads with love and integrity. We communicate about everything; big and small but if we are disagreeing on something I allow Roman to make the final decision. Let's be real, there are a lot of times I want my way and Roman listens to my opinion but he will always do what's best for us and not just me. It was so hard for me the first years of marriage, understanding what my role looks like. When I began to study God's Word on marriage, and the role of a wife my entire attitude changed. The pressure of trying to control someone is exhausting and filled with anxiety. I know everyone has a different opinion of a modern day marriage, but I encourage you to pray and allow God to guide your marriage.
Become best-friends. This is everything y'all! A marriage built on friendship is beautiful! I trust Roman with all of me, being able to pour out my heart and connect as friends is what makes me love him so much more. I believe our spouse should be someone we can share everything with. I know a lot of ladies have girl-friends that they can share all their struggles, fears, etc with and they can't do that with their spouse. It makes me sad because the closest human relationship you will ever have here is your spouse, so why not be best-friends. When I realized Roman likes me to take interest in some of his favorite things; like sports I began to watch football and not complain for him to change the channel because all I want to watch is romantic Hallmark movies. Trust me ladies, half of the time I have no idea what is going on but I watch because I know he likes sports. I love that regardless of how hard my day has been, Roman will always take the time to listen and give me wise advice. I don't call anyone before Roman to ask what I need to do in a certain situation because I know he has my back and we can chat about our day.
Your kids are watching. Y'all kids are always watching. As much as we try to guide them to love Jesus, they are watching us, how we model Him at home. I know we all had different examples of what a Godly marriage should look like and its hard to retrain what you saw growing up, but it is possible. I had a terrible anger problem when we first got married, I had no idea how to control my temper. I'm grateful God got a grip of my heart and starting working on my character before we had kids. I so wanted to have the patience and self-control Roman had so I began to ask him to pray for me. Little by little, the things that used to bother me, no longer did. I began to see how God would soften up my heart and today I am no longer the person I used to be when we got married. It took years for me to break my bad habits, and I'm not perfect today...some days mama gets mad, but I've learned how to control my emotions in a healthy way. I started falling in love with God's Word and begging God to heal me from insecurity and anger. So grateful for the grace of God, He comes for the broken heart-ed people like me, gives us hope and a new life! I could see my kids develop habits just like mine, good or bad they are watching us and will pick up everything we do. It doesn't matter how much I tell them to clean their rooms, if I am not going to model how to have a clean home they will not learn the basic skills. The same model applies to our character and how we treat our spouse. They are watching how we love, forgive and treat them.
Never go to bed angry. Life happens, we are going to have disagreements! Life can be stressful! Being able to work out the problem before going to bed will help you have a thriving marriage. I am so grateful we made the decision early on in our marriage to not go to bed angry. I don't want to wake up and have distance between us and have it be awkward. "In your anger do not sin": Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry. (Ephesians 4:26). Distance drives marriages apart and one day you can wake up and have nothing in common with that person. I won't allow the stress of this world destroy our solid marriage. Some days its easier to go to bed and talk about it in the morning, but if we are not careful we can become distant and resentful!
Cultivate a Christ-centered Marriage. Really this is my number one tip! When my relationship with the Lord is thriving and I am connected to my Creator my love and respect for Roman is so much more deeper. I am less selfish. I have more patience. I am more forgiving. I am able to serve my husband more. Everything revolves around this one truth. Without Christ I dont think Roman and I would still be married. I know that sounds shocking but it's true. I was not modeled what godly marriage should look like, so everything I base on is God's word. By nature I am incredibly selfish! I want what I want and when I want it. The Lord has literally had to change my heart to love and completely changed my outlook on marriage and life. I would never be the wife I am without Jesus. When I feel like a failure I have someone who understands all of my mess and that's only Christ. He sees all of me and still wants a relationship with me. That is the scandalous Gospel, and the love of God is something I will never truly understand. Jesus is the only ONE that can complete me. All of me! Y'all Roman is AMAZING, but he is human. I can't put all that pressure on him to fix me and be everything for me. That is not his role, only Christ can sustain and heal all of me. One of my favorite qualities about Roman is his love for Jesus. I am the Christian I am today becuase he models what it really is to be a Christ-follower. There are a lot of talkers in the Christian faith, but not a lot of walkers. I see the love of God so evident in my life, by blessings me with a man after God's own heart. Roman's commitment to loving people, having a strong conviction, and leading our family to be involved in a Christ-centered church is what keeps our marriage strong.
Love is a verb, not just a feeling. Just saying you love your man and simply not doing the things that make him happy is not love. My husband loves a home cooked meal, so I make sure regardless of how busy life is there is food at home. He loves his meat. Haha. I know this simple act of kindness will make him happy. He knows that I love chocolate and white wine. I love it when he surprises me with my favorite dark chocolate and bottle of wine. It's simple acts of love that make a beautiful marriage. As our lives have gotten more busier the last year, Roman has been my rock helping me around the house because he knows I simply don't have time to clean the house all the time. Starting my own business is a lot of work and has affected our marriage in different areas, but we are learning to still show love to each other, regardless of how busy life is.
A marriage can not last if we think only what makes us happy and not the other person. Take interest in his hobbies, do things that you used to do when you dated. Take time to listen to your man and engage in his interests. Pray for him and send him flirty text messages... these are some of the things that allowed us to be best-friends.
I would love to know some of your tips on marriage?
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